I’m not crazy about waking-up in the middle of the night to
pee – one of those things that most of us can look forward to with increasing
frequency as we get older – and it is certainly complicated by the need to
climb out of your sleeping bag, find your shoes in the tent vestibule and
stagger-off over unfamiliar terrain, but it also gives you the chance to
experience this place you’ve gone to some effort to get to in yet another
sublime moment. You could call it a bonus moment, or perhaps more of an
interlude.
Rebecca Daugherty photo - Greenlaw Cove |
Late on Saturday night, the full moon shone over a calm
stretch of water, high tide lapping only a few feet away from my tent. To
the south, Thomas Bay – an area that had been an enormous mudflat when we’d
arrived – glimmered brightly, and headlights snaked up and down the road on
Cadillac Mountain.
It was a good moment. One might theorize that beyond
biological function, these increased mid-night interludes as we get older are
meant to give us more opportunities to enjoy life; that with our remaining time
on this planet constantly decreasing, we need these opportunities to have a
little breather and look around, enjoy the moment, take stock of where our
kayaks have brought us.
It’s autumn, and I’m prone to these autumnal thoughts, the
ones where you wonder how much life you have left and what you ought to do with
it, but I’m more prone after a trying couple of weeks that left me feeling
particularly uprooted and detached. We moved from one house-sit to another, but
before really moving-in, went to a reunion of sorts for R’s family and well, a
reunion of sorts for my own.
There were ups and downs. One late-night interlude found me
with two of my sisters in a non-descript motel in a non-descript highway-side
sprawl in the Midwest, at least a thousand miles from any ocean, but is across the street from the
place where my mother, whose memory of me is intermittent and vague at best, now lives,
often wondering how she came to be there.
But I also paddled (in canoe and kayak) on Squam Lake and hiked in New Hampshire’s White Mountains,
standing alone atop familiar peaks and with an old friend, walking a trail to a
waterfall that I thought I’d never been on, but became increasingly familiar.
There’s something vaguely unsettling about that- about realizing how much
you’ve forgotten, and it reminds me of at least one good reason to keep writing
this blog, since I do constantly wonder why I am doing it. But I think it’s
akin to the journals I kept for the first part of my life and finally abandoned
when I decided my writing time should be focused on more productive writing pursuits.
With the journals and the blog, I can at least look back and see where I’ve
been, but with the exception of my guidebook, most of those “more productive
pursuits” are as forgotten as the trail to the waterfall that now feels only vaguely
familiar after I’ve been on it for hours, inspiring more of a sense of deja-vu
than anything particular. A dream we dreamed one afternoon, long ago.
And I suppose I get some comfort out of the sense of
continuity that writing brings. I’m sitting in a new place (a wonderful place
with a view over a placid cove and Mount Desert rising in the distance) (I’m
sitting on the deck where the railings are festooned with drying kayak gear)
and I’m engaging in this process that both connects me to the past and helps me
move forward, but most of all, connects me to this moment.
Come to think of it, this process has some similarities to
the process of paddling. With all I had to do over the past couple of weeks –
the traveling, the ups and downs, I’d come to view guiding and teaching this
weekend trip as a hurdle before I could relax a little, after months with very
little down-time. I returned “home” late Friday night, my first night there,
only to pack my kayaking and camping gear and strap a different kayak atop the
car, getting only a few hours of sleep before I had to drive to Bar Harbor. But
even if it’s work, getting on the water is a balm, and I quickly began to feel
like myself again.
Saturday’s forecast was mellow, but Sunday’s called for
strong winds from the southwest. I had a small group of College of the Atlantic
students learning kayaking and leadership skills, so I put the choices into
their hands, and we paddled the northeast coast of Mount Desert Island to a
campsite and a route that kept us mostly sheltered from Sunday’s winds.
I tend
to think of MDI’s northeast shore as one of the less interesting parts of the
island’s shoreline, but I paddle it every now and then, usually when southwest
winds make the wider expanses of Frenchman Bay livelier than desired. Most of
the shoreline is sprinkled with homes, and there’s not a lot of public access,
but a couple of areas stand-out.
Just east of Sand Point and Salsbury Cove, The Ovens are a
series of steep cliffs with undercut hollows along the high tide line. Steeped
in Wabanaki mythology, the features were a more popular tourist attraction in
the Victorian era, before private property limited public access.
It’s still private, and of course Maine riparian rights laws extend private land to the low tide line, so access remains tricky. At high tide though, you can get right into The Ovens, and at a very high tide even paddle through a natural arch. And if you’re quiet about it late in the season, you might even get away with lunch on the smooth, flat stones.
It’s still private, and of course Maine riparian rights laws extend private land to the low tide line, so access remains tricky. At high tide though, you can get right into The Ovens, and at a very high tide even paddle through a natural arch. And if you’re quiet about it late in the season, you might even get away with lunch on the smooth, flat stones.
Hadley Point is a town-owned
launch and picnic area. On Saturday, we ran out of energy just short of our
campsite and had a picnic at Hadley Point, but it’s also a good place to launch
if you want to explore the Mount Desert Narrows area or The Ovens. Judging from
the litter and the occasional headlights I saw pull into the parking area that
night, I’m guessing it’s also a good spot to watch submarine races.
Thomas Bay turns to mudflats at
lower tides, but it is sheltered from southwest winds, and popular among birds,
including the bald eagles that nest on The Twinnies, a pair of wildlife refuge
islands. Just across from them, also attached at low tide by the massive
mudflats, is Thomas Island, owned by Maine Coast Heritage Trust. When Sunday’s
winds picked-up, we got into a couple of windy spots, but for the most part were
able to paddle back to Bar Harbor in the lee.
Notes:
The arch pictured above is in front of the gorgeous campus of the MDI Biological Laboratory, a nonprofit biomedical research facility in operation since 1898.
“I went outside to take a leak
underneath the stars – yeah that’s the life for me.” The Poet Game by Greg Brown,
“It’s all a dream we dreamed one
afternoon, long ago.” Box of Rain by
Phil Lesh & Robert Hunter
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